i miss my buddy

buddy buddy, how is our plan for a trip....
i really miss all of u, sometimes i dare not call u guys cause i scared u all busy,
but when i got nothing to do, I do miss u guys, i feel sad sometimes when u all r busy,
i feel happy when we are having dinner together!
wye sun fast fast finish exam...
yun chuan fast fast finish exam...
ppk fast fast go work find Mr. $ ....
tiger fast fast have a good boy friends.....
(important sentence, pls take it seriously! TQ)
everybody fast fast have a gathering......

I AM SO SCARED NOW AT 3.36AM

i really dono why i cant sleep and once i close my eye i feel very horror and scared.
everytime i try to close my eye i ll c some thing bad in my dreams.
i really confuse n scared something bad ll happen.....
i really hope everything is fine.....
my heart beep is so fast n i feel myself lik no energy anymore!
"takut takut takut, dono wat i takut"....
i really got headache now (i need panadol, i need some body to knock me down, i need my friend to be with me) i really scared!!!!!
now is 4am already my takut feel is still here.... how ?????????
i really dono wats wrong with myself, sakit kepala, sakit otak or sakit jiwa!!!!!

i hate this feeling............