i miss my buddy

buddy buddy, how is our plan for a trip....
i really miss all of u, sometimes i dare not call u guys cause i scared u all busy,
but when i got nothing to do, I do miss u guys, i feel sad sometimes when u all r busy,
i feel happy when we are having dinner together!
wye sun fast fast finish exam...
yun chuan fast fast finish exam...
ppk fast fast go work find Mr. $ ....
tiger fast fast have a good boy friends.....
(important sentence, pls take it seriously! TQ)
everybody fast fast have a gathering......

I AM SO SCARED NOW AT 3.36AM

i really dono why i cant sleep and once i close my eye i feel very horror and scared.
everytime i try to close my eye i ll c some thing bad in my dreams.
i really confuse n scared something bad ll happen.....
i really hope everything is fine.....
my heart beep is so fast n i feel myself lik no energy anymore!
"takut takut takut, dono wat i takut"....
i really got headache now (i need panadol, i need some body to knock me down, i need my friend to be with me) i really scared!!!!!
now is 4am already my takut feel is still here.... how ?????????
i really dono wats wrong with myself, sakit kepala, sakit otak or sakit jiwa!!!!!

i hate this feeling............

trip to HONG KONG

THIS IS MY 1st MEAL IN HK, SEAWEED SEAFOOD NOODLES!
VERY TASTY MUST TRY!
HK$ 48.90

THIS IS OUR 1st DESTINATION IN HK DISNEYLAND!

MICKEY & MINNE , XZENDRA & SEXY KOH WEI LOL!

MORE PIC LL BE POSTED!

TO BE CONTINUE GOT TO DO MY WORK 1ST OR ELSE MY SIS LL STANGLE ME TILL DIE.....!

15 may 2008 is my birthday, my dear buy this for my present!

Brand
Tag Heuer
Series
Tag Heuer 2000 Aquaracer
Gender
Ladies
Case Material
Stainless Steel
Case Thickness
6.5mm
Case Diameter
27.2mm
Dial Color
Pink Mother-of-pearl
Bezel
Unidirectional Rotating
Movement
Quartz
Clasp
Double Locking Deployment
Bracelet
Stainless Steel
Water Resistant
300m/1000ft
Crystal
Scratch Resistant Sapphire
Warranty
2 Year Jomashop.com Warranty

SHOPPING IS MY HOBBY! THIS TIME REALLY SHOP UNTIL I DROP

PHILIPS HOME THEATER
RM2399.00
I LOVE IT VERY MUCH THIS PLAYER IS DAM COOL






WHEN EVER U HAVE A GOOD PLAYER,
OF CAUSE HAVE TO MATCH WITH A GOOD TV
THIS TV REALLY COST US ALOT
RM 5499.00

to my dear friends

WYE SUN all the best for ur study, i proud of u !!!!!
ur flower sure ll help u JIA YOU !! ganbate

YUN CHUAN dont be so up set, life is lik tat one,
u have to go throught alot of * big wind big ombak*
no breakfast, lunch n dinner is not a matter the most important thing is,
study hard study well get a good job and wish to have a good future!
ONE more, IF u really need $$$$$$$ i can borrow u 1st! it jus a small matter!
friend is to help each oth wen they facing problem okay!!!
0% interest no worry haha!!

haiya now is the chicken jie jie,
dont be so sensitive and fierce la,
ur hoong hoong ll scared,
later hoong hoong run away only u know!!!

yen ah yen....... can u change the genting trip to sunday o not i really wanna join!
my sis really ( make til my nian nian 1 big 1 small)

THE CURVE

GUESS wat is inside .................................!!! jeng jeng jeng is a white colour shouder bag!and also a mini skirt this is a (back)and this is the front !!!! (:










MY journey ll be start at 0500 today:
1) take a train from pwtc > masjid jamek > kl sentral>kelana jaya
2) go in my dear SLK ( small little kelisa)> the curve find my buddy
3) reach curve, walk to the piano near by ESPRIT find my buddy, they look so tired
4) eat dinner at KIM GARY RESTAURANT
5) walk N chit chat ...... about WYE SUN B'day...!
6) go RED BOX nt sing today, but book a room for 03.05.2008 wye sun bday!
i think, we gonna be drunk tat night,
the package tat we take is RM 936.70
- 2 bottle of chivas / 1 martell
- 2 sparkling juice ( if dont 1 can change to mixer)
- 10 mixer ( coke, sprite, plain water)
- 1 cake
- 5 tidbits
- buffet (8pm - 10pm)
can start sing at 8 pm - 4a.m. *wow 8 hrs

7) my buddy BALIK RUMAH cos the cinderlla ppk need to go home early HAHA ...is normal
8) i go MNG my dear say i can buy the things tat i like today,
i so happy, actually i like quite a lot of things from MNG, but, i did not choose all i just choose
one mini skirt, after tat my dear ask STILL GOT ANY THING i jus say no, but actually i lik
the white colour shoulder bag very much, my dear know i lik it, wen i walk away, he ask the
promoter to get the bag and at last I GOT IT hehehe (:

TODAY I SO HAPPY CAN SEE ALL MY BUDDY, EAT WITH MY BUDDY, SHOPPING WITH MY DEAR ! HAHA (:

work work work

Today is a monday, those lik me work mon to friday sure hate this day,
because this is the first day of the week,
how i wish after monday is friday lol DREAM DREAM DREAM zZzZzZzZzZ
today my lips looks lik a double sausage,
dry + got pimple near by te lips = very pain

after work go for facial,
feel a bit better, but after facial the face sure RED + dot dot .......

can u imagine how am i look lik now my buddy?

BORING SUNDAY

now is TODAY my boring day, the most boring SUNDAY
my lips dam pain, very dry,very high LOL
today i clean my room wipe here and there,
clean all already, now very boring, call wye sun she never answer , dono wat she doing
i really bored lik hell man!!!
not feel lik to go down stairs.
my dear is working ll be back very late !
bored bored bored
any one out there can lean me a hand?
help me out from the house!!!!
really sien leh
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!):

jolene & xzendra

yesterday, i go out wit my buddy wye sun,
i also call my other two flower to come along,
but they are very busy! TOO BAD):

1st i take a tran to kl sentral find wye sun,
i reach there about 15 min only she arrive!
ok i go in the car, she say WATCH OUT got 2 lipas in the car,
for me i not scared cos i see it almost every day,
at mt office got alot of lipas!! lol

than we go to mid valley, i buy a dress from NEXT
nice nice one" hihi (: wye sun say the NEXT BOUTIQUE , ot ngam her
cause too matured already.
may be lik wat she say i upgrade to matured line already,
i have to, cause my dear is not 19 year old lik me,
he is 26 already lol....................!so i have to dress matured a bit to match him
haha!!!

the most horrible thing tat we did on tat day is we eat alot of FOOD

1st we eat oyster mee suah + soya bean = rm 8.50
2nd we eat durian pancake rm 10.00 ( is damm nice must try)
3rd we eat jawa mee, laksa, toasted bread x 2, honey lemon juice x 2 = rm 24.00
( wye sun eat laksa, i eat jawa mee )< old town kopitiam>
yen fwan also known as TIGER & her lou kong aka MONKEY also join us at old town for dinner.

we do plan to go PULAU REDANG, TIGER say there got alot of handsome boy, wearing sexy swimming trunk, she ll wear BIKINI if she go there! lol

after dinner wye sun send me to kl sentral ,
i take a bus to LCCT to meet up my dear than we go home together!

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saturday fever

wow, i really enjoy my saturday!
last saturday i hang out wit my sis and her gay, lesbian friends,
they are very friendly and funny hihi(:
after that, we go headline saloon in low yat, wash & blow hair.
after pampered in the saloon, my sis say lets go PAVILION RED BOX,
than i say OH shit sure my sis ll order whisky"yam seng" !!! no !no! no!
the room is so nice and big, the services also good , U guys 1 to know y?
cause my sis fren is a VVIP CUSTOMER there, lol
four ppl drink 2 bottle of bombay, blur blur blur!
after we finish the 1st bottle i surrender already,
i go shopping, but i feel very dizzy when i walk,
than i jus go back in to red box and continue DRINK, "yam seng",
yam yam yam until 1230, my dear finish work alraedy,
than he come to red box find me, than we go buy movie ticket.
our movie ll be start at 0140am, so we look at the time is only 0100am,
so we drive the car out to KG. BARU eat nasi lemak,
after that, we rush back to PAVILION watch EARLY MORNING show,
our show time is 0140am,
after the show every one K.O. already.
this is a most early show i see in the cinema man...........!!!!

-the end-

Tonight ll be the last night i suffer, cause my dear will be back tomorrow afternoon.....Ho.. Rey..
I'm so happy..... The Xzendra is not like last time need to be with dear all the times. Now the xzendra are quiet independent,strong and patient.I Don't care what other people say out there. I Just be my self. I trust my own feelings. Whatever i think is right i ll try...
Xzendra have a very simple dream too.... She wants to save more $$$ and buy her self a house.
Lets wish xzendra dreams will come true............!
Xzendra ganbate.......!
Always remember this :- IF U THINK U CAN U CAN

4 FLOWER CLUB

Let me introduce the four beauty flower:

Lets start from the OLDER ones'

Our miss "Chicken Flower"in Cantonese we say "Kai Fa"

She is a very nice, kind, polite n forgetful flower.

She love blue colour,she love Winnie the pooh,she love us n also her Mr Duck.

When i see her i ll lost control, i sure ll tease her until i go back home,she is damn funny n interesting girl.

she got a very special talent, she can talk extremely fast.Nobody can understand what she trying to say.(If don't believe can try to talk to her)

I feel so sorry never go to her 21st birthday party.Because i was in Bangkok Holiday

2ND

WA.....Our MISS GREEN flower.

She is a very quiet and emotional girl,sometimes i really dono whether she is angry or happy.

Every time i can c her From the top to the bottom is all green in colour.

Miss Green Birthday on the 28Th march can't wait for the day to come... Lets party man!!

She is a very kind hearted girls.

When go to Malacca just find her, she born in Malacca she know all the best place in Malacca.

3rd

Oh no this flower is the most headache flower she call "RU HUA"

She really help me a lot, teach me a lot,TQ

She can do a lot of funny stuff.

Posing is her specialty,can sing very well too.. She is Malaysia JOLIN "JOLENE CHAN"

She was the one who teach me how to make a blog for my self. She guild me step by step until i know how to do it.I'm a nob, She very patient, never scold me at all.THANK YOU VERY MUCH

No JOLENE No xzendra blogspot.

4Th

is me the most naughty n playful flower.i admit

the comment about me lets my buddy write........!

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i will love u guys forever and ever no matter where i am i ll always miss u guys.

to be stronger and indepandent

0430 he went to K.Kinabalu, me n his daddy send him to the airport,

0630 me n uncle go walk hill,

0830 we have breakfast at ss2, i like to eat the fried kuey teow there the taste is very good.

1000 is a time i feel very down cause i cant think of any thing to do.

1300 is a time for lunch, in Centre Point,

1400 is a time to take a rest,

1600 wake up already, do some ironing,

1900 time for Dinner in Gold Hill.....ok, lets see what i have for dinner,

1. 4 season ( octopus, jelly fish, prawn yam roll and a vegetable)

2. steam chicken

3. pork ribs

4. steam fish (Tiger Garupa)

5. shark fin tau fu wit scallops

6. tiger prawn eight 1/2kg each

7. fried lotus veges

8. fried rice ( garlic, prawn, scallops)

9. wine

10. fruits

2243 is a time i feel lonely cause my dear is not around.i keep telling my self i must be more independent.This is Just a beginning of my life. i must trust my self n Of cause i ll trust him too...

i love him from the bottom of my heart. The day before he go to K.Kinabalu, he say he 1 to buy me a Prada beg but i say no to him.cause in our relationship is not only branded goods can make me happy.All i want is a happy and a good relationship. No matter where u go, how far u are i will always love u n give u a warm support. I would like to have a peaceful and a healthy life style.For me money is not every thing, enough for survive and can have a simple life is already good enough for me dear.

The sweet moment in bangkok!

Good food n Good enviroment is always welcome the good couple lol!!!!!

my unhappy day in march )":

I feel very down today, i just receive a NEWS from my dear.He ll go to K.Kinabalu for 5 days 4 night on the 9th march - 13march. I so use to be with him everyday,without him for 5days how am i gonna survive! )":

This is what people say pilot Gf/Wife lifestyle?

Now i really can feel it.The feeling is just like a smoker without cigarettes!

Is not easy to be a PILOT Gf/Wife!

Honestly i really feel very upset,can u feel how sad is my heart now?

I'm trying my best to make my self happy,but when i turn on the computer try to go Internet,

I saw the crew net report i ll feel sad again cause the words 5D4N!!!

u bright up my life!

He is the one who:- Bright up my life ,
makes me feel life is so beautiful,
give me a lots of confident,
makes me feel (i have a home now)
will bring me for a trip during valentine's (so sweet) :)
ll give me all the best one,
i wish to thank a lots!

My love